Just done. I’m tired of fighting the good fight, of saving everyone and being there for everyone and putting my heart and soul on the line when I’m not given the same courtesy. I’m just done. I’m broken and I don’t want to be fixed. I want be thrown aside like everyone does until they need me. Truth is, I need no one. I made it this far on my own. And now I’m choosing to give up on being everyone’s angel and savior and counsellor. I GIVE UP. I’m done being nice and helpful and giving up my special days to fix everyone else. Fix it your fucking self. I’m taken advantage of and I’m tired of it. Everyone thinks I’ll always be there. Well, if I died you all would be fucked. Every single last person I know that I have helped or listened to. You would all be fucked without me.
Cutest thing ever. Your amazing
Je voulais juste prendre le temps de vous dire que j’ai vraiment prendre soin de vous et dire que je t’aime. et puisque je sais que vous comprenez le français i thought i aurait dit elle en français et vous montrer que je comprends vraiment elle maintenant. mais je t’aime lady
Fuccccccccck.
Suddenly.. I want to rewind. And not ever get to this point again. I’m hitting my breaking point. I can’t have what makes me happy and it kills me to even think that you have someone loving you the way I do. It’s impossible to explain and I’m going to get the normal, all I need is friends, but I don’t care. I can’t keep sweeping this under my non-existent rug. I hate being invisible in the way I am. I’m listened to and understood but the time isn’t taken to look past the smile anymore. I’m sorry.
Expectations..
You may not be her first, her last or her only.. She loved before and shell maybe love again but if she loves you now, what else matters? She’s not perfect - but neither are you and the two of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice and admit to being human and making mistakes hold onto her and give her what you can. She may not be thinking of you every second of the day but she will give you the part easiest to break - her heart. So don’t hurt her, change her and don’t analyze and expect more than she can give. Smile when she makes you happy, Let her know when she makes you mad and miss her when she’s not there
I t o o k t h e t r u s t y o u p l a c e d i n m e
I t o l d y o u I d l o v e y o u e t e r n a l l y
Y o u r m o n s t e r i n a p r e t t y d r e s s
Y o u t o l d m e y o u d l o v e m e u n l e s s
I w a l k e d t h e p i e r b u t d i d n t j u m p
N o w I s i t h e r e w i t…
About me
Im broken, My social standing is much higher than yours and always will be. Love me, or not, you won't break me down again.
